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"So
neither he who plants nor he who waters is anything, but only God, who makes
things grow."
(1 Corinthians 3:7)
I am
often dealing with my patience. I have raised myself in a lifestyle of
instant gratification. I am used to seeing time and effort yield almost if
not immediate results. I have never been one to set out on a long term
project and wait until the very end to see and enjoy the results. I usually
break it up into smaller projects and celebrate each milestone. That way I
can see the results of all the time and energy that I am putting into the
project. When I decided to give my life entirely over to Christ and follow
Him on a daily basis, I had to change my way of thinking about time.
See oftentimes we are called to pray for someone. It would be great if we
all had the gift of healing and we could witness instantaneous healings
every time we prayed for someone. Or if we were praying for salvation for an
unsaved family member, it would be awesome if the moment we prayed lightning
came down from Heaven and the accepted Jesus wherever they were doing
whatever they were doing at that precise moment. It would be even better
because we would only have to pray just once and not have to agonize over
their lost soul. Sometimes we are called to pray in the Spirit and we don't
even know what we are praying for. That is real hard for me. Sometimes I ask
God when I will be through. What is taking so long. I have often questioned
my ability to pray. Maybe I wasn't praying hard enough or loud enough or
wasn't saying the right words. When we work for God and doing His will, We
have to learn to wait on Him to accomplish what He wants done in His perfect
timing. He will eventually turn our work into and effect and into and
outcome. But it has to be at the right time. I can look and see that I am
doing everything that I think I should be doing. I am saying all the right
things and praying all the right prayers. Sowing seeds into people souls.
Ministering to people who I think need to be ministered to. I can be doing
all these things and still not see and fruits of my labor in their lives or
in mine. It would seem that I was doing everything a good Christian should
be doing.
I have come to realize that God sees the big picture and I am just a piece
on the game board. I have learned that God has His own measure of time as
well. Thinking of my situation like I was a farmer it all makes sense. If I
was ready to plant my new season of crops what sense would it make to do
things I wasn't supposed to. What sense would it make to fertilize the
ground before the seeds were sown? What sense would it make to break up the
ground and prepare it for planting after the seeds were sown? What sense
would it make to plant a summer harvest in the fall? If I were to do these
things I wouldn't see any return in my investment because I would have done
all the wrong things and possibly ruined the crops. It is the same principle
with working for God. If you don't do what is asked of you and do everything
else you think needs to be done then you do it all in vain. You can sow all
kinds of seeds into the souls of people and sure you might be a good person
for doing it but you do it for yourself. If it is not something that God
doesn't see as needing to be done or it is not in the time frame of His plan
then He is not going to grow the seed. It wont matter how much you sow or
how much you nurture it, you don't have the ability to make it grow. Only
God does.
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